I was browsing through all my previous entries posted since I joined egen.

To my surprise, I realized my last entry was in year 2010. Therefore, this help to explain the title for today's entry.

There hasn't been the the right timing and mood to pen down my unspoken words, though I had so much to say. Things that have happended. hurtful words said to me, mistakes made have all been buried in my heart and without giving much necessary reflection.

My life in year 2011 cannot be left empty in Egen, because Egen has helped me alot for the past few years. If not for Egen, I guess I may become a person who is pessismistic and may make even more impulsive decision. 

2011 wasn't a year I like, for the negative feelings outweighed thoes positive ones. Well, at least I had tiny bit of good happening.

Good:

For school, I've managed to clear my Audit in my second attempt. Passing this paper means I've completed my fundamental level and I've received the cert.

For work, I got promoted and current salary is more comparable to the market rate. I feel more justly compensated for my time and effort spent in work.

Events which I hope it will never happen:

For school, I still have professional level to be completed. That will be 5 more papers for me, in order for me to graduate and break free from books. It wasn't a smooth path ever since I started taking professional papers. It's been 1 year and I still have not clear any of the papers in this level. That's why for the coming semester, I decided to slow down my progress and did not take up new papers. I need to focus on the papers needed to retake.

For work, it has been even tougher. I'm losing my patience and starting to feel even more mentally tired. Why am I always so prompt to give what you want? But I have to always patiently wait to get what I want, and at times, may need to remind them. There's more to say, but shall stop it here.

I'm glad 2011 is coming to an end soon.

For the coming new year, I need to start afresh. I hope my mind will be even more clear. I am able to see more clearly the path ahead of me. I hope I will graduate by end of 2012. Hope 2012 will be different from 2011, in a good way.

 Here I Come, smiling all the way ~